So For the past month I've been sick. Not just oh damn I'm sick like really really sick! I've missed classes I've killed myself trying to get my work done. My eyes are sunken in I don't get much sleep. I'm not doing so great in my classes and I feel like I'm about to die. No really not like sarcastically like for real. I feel that sick. I'm weak and I think If I push myself anymore I'm going to be in the hospital. Between Trying to be there for Anna this Month and Trying to be a good girlfriend and a good daughter and a good sister and a good student and friend I've exhausted myself. I just hope I can find the energy to keep going. But Right now if I fell asleep I wouldn't mind never waking up.